You do… do you?
Oh god how much hurt a lie can do
My mind was torn everytime I spoke those words
“No, I don’t love you”
What I meant was “I can’t love you”
It was said with a sense of paradox too
Because it was exactly what I wanted to do.
Exactly what I ‘needed’ to do
In order to extract the key to your heart
And allow me to love you.
Alright alright alright yes I loved you
I had to hide it and it hurt
But what else was I to do?
You flew from those with love on their; “To do”
But I wouldn’t have that be me
Oh no… oh no damn you.
At first it seemed to work with you
I still uncovered your feelings
But fixing them I was not in a position to do
Yet there was nothing I wanted more to do!
Oh God knows I wanted to
God knows I tried to help you
You love me too do you?
I was so sure…
Really? Really? You do?
You do? Do you? You do?
I remember you, do you remember me?
Do you? You do? Do you?
You don’t… Do you.
Alex Herlihy – 2010
Johnny is a Bishop, Heretic, Prophet, Priest, Apostle and ASM (Ascended Spiritual Master). On his good days he is often also the one true almighty God incarnate. He enjoys writing theology and philosophy articles and spreading the Gospel promise of Universal Salvation