I’ve experienced emotions
beyond simple joy and fear;
emotions that I believed
were only found in Shakespeare.
Indescribable emotions;
the sort that send you mad,
the rage that brings tear to eye
and makes you seem very sad.
And then there comes the happiness;
it overwhelms the blue.
Yet I find this emotion
is a foreign one too.
Full of scorpions is my mind.
I must express my thoughts.
Yet I find no sympathy,
none who provide support.
For I always scoffed at complaints
concerning broken hearts,
and now that I’m in their place
I regret I ever laughed.
With that in mind I laugh again,
no one would ever have thought,
That butterflies in the chest
were so easily caught.
Now I recall false confidence,
belief in my success.
Which made it all the worse
when I failed to impress.
We can’t choose who we love in life
I believe and as such,
Know that anyone is fair game,
No one can stop your lust.
And thus I wait for jealousy,
that deadly sin of envy.
I fear I must be on guard;
For hell isn’t very friendly.
So I will convey feelings while
poker-faces hide my hand.
Love is a very tricky game
which no one understands.
I come full circle as of now,
away from sorrow and fear,
To discuss the simple feelings;
the ones you want to hear.
I’ve gone through many more emotions
then plain old joy and cheer;
emotions that I now know
weren’t made up by Shakespeare.
Alex Herlihy – 2008

Johnny is a Bishop, Heretic, Prophet, Priest, Apostle and ASM (Ascended Spiritual Master). On his good days he is often also the one true almighty God incarnate. He enjoys writing theology and philosophy articles and spreading the Gospel promise of Universal Salvation